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Apr. 14th, 2004 11:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
littlelostsoul9GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... <--bad mood Kerri
So, anyway, I have a bit of a dilemma regarding my birthday party plans. I want to have it on Saturday, but if I do then Theresa can't come and since I only have 5 people invited I kinda want everybody to come.... goddammit.
andohmygodi'msopissedoffandihatethisclassandiwanttogohomeandyoudon'treallylovemebecauserightnownobodyreallylovesmeandican'tfigureouthowtogetpeopletolovememaybei'mjustunlovablemaybethere'sjustsomethingaboutmethat'ssounappealingthatnobodywantstolovemeandidon'tunderstandanythinganymoreandiwannagetmygedanddropoutofschoolbutican'tbecausemyparentswouldneverletmeandi'dprobablygetboredbecausemyparentswouldn'tbeabletoteachmecoolstuffandi'dhavetolearnonmyownandidon'thaveenoughdisciplineforthatandihategeometryclassandidon'twanttogotohistoryandwritethatstupidessayandidon'tlikethisclassbecausepeopletalkandpeopleareloudandtheymakemybraingocrazyandithinkiamgoingtogocrazyonedayandliveinamentalinstitutionandnoonewillcomevisitmebecauseit'snotlikeinfanfictioneventhoughiwishitwasbecausetheneverythingwouldbeperfectevenifitwasn'tandthisisthelongestrunonsentencewordthingi'veeverwrittenlet'sseeifanyoneactuallybotherstoreaditprobablynotbecauselivejournalisstupidandiknowinevercommentonpeople'sjournalsanditsprettyunlikelypeoplewillcommentonmineandihavetostayaftertomorrowforbothgsaandbookclubandi'mgonnahavetorunbackandforthbetweenthetwobecauseidon'treallywanttoskipeitheronesoyeah...
So, anyway, I have a bit of a dilemma regarding my birthday party plans. I want to have it on Saturday, but if I do then Theresa can't come and since I only have 5 people invited I kinda want everybody to come.... goddammit.
andohmygodi'msopissedoffandihatethisclassandiwanttogohomeandyoudon'treallylovemebecauserightnownobodyreallylovesmeandican'tfigureouthowtogetpeopletolovememaybei'mjustunlovablemaybethere'sjustsomethingaboutmethat'ssounappealingthatnobodywantstolovemeandidon'tunderstandanythinganymoreandiwannagetmygedanddropoutofschoolbutican'tbecausemyparentswouldneverletmeandi'dprobablygetboredbecausemyparentswouldn'tbeabletoteachmecoolstuffandi'dhavetolearnonmyownandidon'thaveenoughdisciplineforthatandihategeometryclassandidon'twanttogotohistoryandwritethatstupidessayandidon'tlikethisclassbecausepeopletalkandpeopleareloudandtheymakemybraingocrazyandithinkiamgoingtogocrazyonedayandliveinamentalinstitutionandnoonewillcomevisitmebecauseit'snotlikeinfanfictioneventhoughiwishitwasbecausetheneverythingwouldbeperfectevenifitwasn'tandthisisthelongestrunonsentencewordthingi'veeverwrittenlet'sseeifanyoneactuallybotherstoreaditprobablynotbecauselivejournalisstupidandiknowinevercommentonpeople'sjournalsanditsprettyunlikelypeoplewillcommentonmineandihavetostayaftertomorrowforbothgsaandbookclubandi'mgonnahavetorunbackandforthbetweenthetwobecauseidon'treallywanttoskipeitheronesoyeah...
